5

How surreal has my life gotten? Today I picked up my little sister from school. I had dinner with my mother, my sister, my cousin, my aunt, and my niece. I didn't go out for the bears game.

I am slowly becoming nothing, and feeling more free than ever. I have barely anything anymore, and I have to figure out who to give all my worldly materialistic possessions to when I fucking leave this cold city. I have decided to leave for 5 years, and return with my head straight. I'll be 30 by then. I want to get 30 countries before I am 30. So far I have been to 3. 27 to go. I have my vinyl collection, and my art, and this computer. None of them are coming with me where I am going. I have already given my dvd collection to Yoshi. My books, I can leave them for my sister.

I am taking my bike and clothes. A journal and a pen. A camera too.

This year has been filled with lessons. Some that will sting for a long time, but I couldn't trade anything in for another 5 years of life. Regret is being human, and I would rather be dead than to never know at all.

I could add these 2 cool phrases to my cool phrase collection. One is from Fight Club, and the other I heard from someone...who knows.

1. It's when you have nothing that you can do anything.

2. It is what you experienced, not what you have accomplished.

Over and out,
David